We’ve extracted the most interesting responses from Reddit user Llamasarebigpoodles on what her experience was like being an OnlyFans model. As a former top 1% creator who made $2.2 million in just two years before quitting after being recognized by a parent from her child’s school.
How did ‘normal people’ react when they discovered your secret career?
“I quit after a dad to a student in my child’s class recognized me. He was with his wife but later sent me a message wanting to begin an affair together since he discovered we lived so close together. I didn’t want word to get out, it’d only be a matter of time before the other moms/school staff found out. Living in a small conservative town, word gets around fast and I didn’t want that to follow my kid through their educational career leaving them subject to harassment/bullying for their mom being an ‘internet whore.’”
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How much money did you actually make and what did you do with it?
“Around $2.2M in the two years. I paid anywhere from $75k-$100k every quarter in taxes. I paid off my house (I had around $55,000 remaining balance) and added on/updated it. Gutted and remodeled the kitchen and added a master bath to my bedroom. Updated HVAC and a deck. My house is worth well over $250k now and it’s all paid for so I have a lot of equity in it. I invested in a Roth IRA and high-yield savings accounts at the advice of my financial advisor.”

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Did the job take a psychological toll on you?
“I was and still am extremely insecure. It was so hard to get in front of the camera and do live streams. I developed huge body image issues and starved myself (was down to like 110lbs) because I was afraid of getting fat and losing subs or being ridiculed. My body is much healthier now (125lbs) that thousands of men aren’t ogling it naked every day. I stopped dating and having sex because it felt like such a chore. I had grown so used to fake moaning I couldn’t stand to hear myself when I meant it for some time.”
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What were the creepiest fan interactions you experienced?
“I think the worst is when a guy became legitimately delusional thinking we were in a relationship and starting asking me things like ‘what are we?’ And trying to hone in on my real name and location. There were some messages where guys were writing me actual novels illustrating the things they’d do to me and it wasn’t hot just because so many of them had no idea the first thing about female pleasure – probably why they were paying to look at/talk to me.”
What about a non-creepy but awkward story?
My first sexual experience with a woman was during a livestream in front of thousands of viewers. It was super awkward and I had my ‘straight awakening.’ I discovered I am nowhere near the realm of being lesbian or bisexual after a chick squirted in my mouth for the first time.
How did you become so successful so quickly?
“I went viral on TikTok and gained several hundred thousand followers from there. As my male audience grew, so did the demand for an OF account so I made one at their request. I am an attractive woman by western societal standards and ‘exotic’ as a natural redhead. I was gifted with good measurements (34DD bra size, 20 something-inch-waist, and 40-something-inch hips otherwise known as a fat ass) and genetics so I used that to my advantage.”

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Would you recommend this career to other women?
“Do I regret the lengths I went to on my account for the sake of pleasing my audience? Yes. I went far beyond my comfort zone and far beyond what I was emotionally okay with sharing of my body. I tried to emotionally disassociate while in the throes of the work because I’d convince myself that isn’t who I am. These men were pleasuring themselves to an image or an idea of me, an object. Am I an object? No, but for the sake of the work, the point was for me to be objectified and to look like I wanted to be so I played my part.”
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